Maybe Gordon will be a better choice? :-)

dear me and only me,

Im kinda done with Alex. Thank god :)
I can type whatever I want here, because its private and I invited nobody. Luving it.
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Sports camp was a blast seriously :) Thank god I went for it, else I might be still crying over Alex ha ha ha.
I kinda miss sports camp. Kadians, camp fire and all the activites when almost every single one of us were bonded together. I luv it when we cheer :)
Yeah and I got to know a guy, called Kendrik. Why him? Noticed him mainly due to his full-of-piercings face. Talk to him on day1, met him @ night, started texting.
But sad to say, Im the one initiate the talk, so yeah you know..... :(
I know he's not a good guy, from his face, from Samantha and all. So why am I still talking to him? Its like heading towards some place knowing that a bomb will explode in no time y'know.
I know it. Why am I still going for it?
Fuck it, why.

But Im not really serious over Kendrik. Alex seems to leave a huge impact on my life. He make me realise guys arent really serious about relationships, they only want to play.
"What about Samuel Ang? He was true to you?"
yeah he was. but sadly alex left a huge scar here.

Yeah fuck life, nothing seems to go the way we want it to be. So accept it, it will make us feel better :)
Write again soon, xoxo.